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| summer is slipping away. it makes me sort of sad but i really don't want to think too much about it. i didn't go to camp this year...that's okay though. i wasn't too interested this year.
in fact, it seems like i'm not interested in much. i've realized that i really don't like people. i haven't seen many people this summer but i'm perfectly okay with that. this summer has been all about me and ethan. i think the longest i've gone without seeing him is two days....=)
i just love spending time with him. even if it's just sitting around watching tv. i never thought someone could make me feel so good. and so happy.
mmmm...being in love...is weird. and wonderful at the same time.
i feel so lame. he's all i think about.
we had a talk last night...actually a drunken talk...anyway, i just brought up the fact that sometimes i think we're in too serious of a relationship. i dunno. i thought about it..and i changed my mind. we are not too serious. i love us. i love how we're so comfortable around each other. i love how he makes me laugh all the time.
okay. okay. okay. i'm done talking about him.
i'm looking forward to chicago. i'll finally be getting out of grand rapids.
i want to clean my room...but i just cant seem to get started. i know once i start, i won't want to stop. i really do like cleaning my room. i have so much shit i need to get rid off. i just got a text. i wonder who it's from. probably ethan.
i was also watching that show with megan hauserman. she's such a fucking bitch yet i love her.
i currently don't know where i'm going to school this upcoming year. grrrr. i'm NOT going back to city. i would HATE to go to lee. i WOULDN'T MIND going to rogers but they're administration is bullshit. fuck it. i'll just drop out.
OH OH OH OH! I HAVE A BABY SISTER. HER NAME IS ASHLEYYYY! she'll be a month this tuesday. she's pretty adorable.
i really enjoyed sitting with her outside today while sitting on my front porch. it had just rained..and the wind was refreshing. she just stared around the whole time..then ended up going to sleep. i actually like her. :DDD
mi amor ♥ | | |
| I fucked up. I almost lost the two most important people in my life. It all happened in one night. Now I need to gain their trust back.. | | |
| My baby is graduating. =) I'm sleeping all alone tonight. It's gonna sux. Sometimes, I wish I gave a fuck about school. But there's nothing in me that cares. I just want to be done. Sadly, I've got two more years....
...I love you in so many ways. you taught me to give, to lose, to love, to be lost, and now how to want
...fuck this city, and fuck this filthy air. let's build a-frames in the woods and just live there. we'll all eat berries and build fires every night and forget this mistake we call modern life.
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| I'm happy.
Happier than I've ever been before.
Never in a million years did I imagine I could feel this way about someone.
I like it.
This year went by extremely fast.
Goodbye City.
I'm glad I'm leaving.
There's only a few people I'll actually miss.
I'm ready for the summer. | | |
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